Saturn Sqare Pluto – Self-Sabotage
Namely this would be the most difficult aspect in the chart whether the natal or in transit, however it demands the releasing dynamics by means of comprehension and overcoming the great fear of the one’s own primordial drive for self-assertion and power.
It should be taken into consideration the dynamics of the natal chart however the underlying fear thriving to control the uncontrollable might turn the natus into a control freak working against oneself.
Pluto denotes the unconscious drive for dominance, power and accomplishment very often represented by people in the natal chart who point to this obsessive, transformative energy to aquire, win, conquer whereupon Saturn Square brings about the self-sabotaging blockage of carrying it through due to the underlying fear or karma credit that steps on the way.
The self-awareness on one’s own eligibility for the Plutonic obsessive goal in the form of a self-judgmental control of the outcome and very often fear of failure drive natus to a cycle of internal and external conflicts, power mongering games with people who might seem to get in the way whereupon the Plutonic projection of self-imprisonment might bring about realistic situations of deprivation and damage natus is responsible for in the first place.
In time there develops the great resilience for this aspect would be the self-training mechanism for endurance and endless fight with one’s own shadow.
Also, Saturn Square Pluto represents the ever looming fear of loss, destruction or deprivation of Pluto’s realm in the natal chart thus provoking or self-sabotage to a point of facing real situations in life that drive Natus to fight for accomplishing one’s own sustainability,
This altogether makes people tough in the fight for operability unless the self-awareness prevails anough to overcome the conflicting tendencies for realization of the primordial drive versus the need to control one’s own personal power due to a fear of what Natus might become.
The Plutonic projection onto the external world might find Natus feel “trapped” or “indicted” to a way of life they fight to overcome yet the realization would be raising awareness of one’s own responsibility to allow “permission” to be who they want to be in the first place.
Saturn Square Pluto would be the image of one’s own persecutor and one’s own jailor until the self- destructive cycle reveals the need to make peace with oneself for who the Natus truly is thus releasing the fears of what might go wrong. In the pdycho-dynamics of being afraid of “what might go wrong” Natus constantly sabotages oneself thus preventing the very self of realization of one’s own power without understanding themselves being their own greatest enemies all along always justifying the state of affairs by people involved in the equation as responsible.
This difficult dynsmics is being overcome by resolution of the Dispositors in the chart however raising awareness on one’s own subconscious drives and mechanisms allows Natus to “set free” from one’s own dungeon they condemned themselves to until they realize it takes the self-approving act and releasing the fears enough to be who their primirdial drive wish them to be.
The ultimate Power cannot be contained and what Saturn Square Pluto people fight about would be the necessity to contain the impossible. The ultimate personal power cannot be contained without making a suppressed atomic bomb the Natus is bombing oneself with thus gaining experimce of hardships of life that made them resilient and strong,
In rare cases of wizzardry this aspect can be transformed into a power house of mastering one’s own energy yet only after uniting the conflicting tendencies into a unique world view whereupon the self-awareness of one’s own Plutonic projections onto the world is the world within that has been set-free thus realizing the world is being free all along.
